Hey! Thanks for bothering to read this entry! :S
I know you might not care, but lately I haven't been doing so well. Not only mentally but artistically as well.
Now what I mean by that is I'm not feeling so good about myself and that's been getting me down but then next to that... I have lost my creative streak, I feel.
A year ago, maybe even MONTHS ago, I just could not put down a pen and paper! I would draw in class, before bed... I would even draw when sleeping! And I really would love to post these drawings on deviantArt but when I look back on them, I NEVER think they are good enough.
I have increasingly started to become harsh on myself. I feel that even when I spend an hour plus on a simple sketch, it's STILL not worthy enough for it to be called "art". And this is not a small thing! It's with EVERYTHING I draw... and that's really not healthy.
I know this and I know artists have to realise when they can improve and should work on improving their art everyday but I have not been getting up and drawing for the past few forevers..
This is why I may be taking a short break from deviantArt and any other art sites I have. I just need to find myself, my art and then I'll come back a better me.
Thanks for sticking around!